Straitjacket Feeling

Too Precious

2010-07-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

Words that appears on a small handphone screen,

Can mean alot to someone =]

I too want my boyfriend and only him

He's nice, caring and too precious to let go

If I lose him, I might lose everything

He filled the void that had been eating my heart away

All this time, I kept wanting the people I cant have

And when I found him, I didnt think that he'd matter to me this much

He put up with my craziness and depression

He doesnt always know what I want

But tries so hard to please me

Every single day, my heart surrenders bit by bit to him

I hope he realizes that

Thank you for those words my little red riding hood :')

You're so precious to me

I will never let you go

Am yours

ILY

After awhile :)

2010-07-22T01:51:00.007+08:00

Reblogging Again :)

Currently in CFS IIUM, PJ

Taking Law

Happy with life

Because:

New Friends

New subjects

Good Old Debate

New Life

Her :)

The reason Im able to smile all day long

Currently her's

Great New Friends :)

Love Life People!

PS: I know its crappy, but what the heck :D

Can't Help

2010-04-14T21:41:00.003+08:00

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you

Could be

2010-04-13T10:15:00.003+08:00

It could be wrong
Could be wrong
But it should've been right
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
To let our hearts ignite
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
Are we digging a hole
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
This is out of control
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
It could never last
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
Must erase it fast
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
But it could've been right

Love is our resistance
They'll keep us apart
They won't stop breaking us down
Hold me
Our lips must always be sealed

Scars

2010-04-12T16:49:00.003+08:00

Dead star shine
Light up the sky
I'm all out of breath
My walls are closing in
Days go by
Give me a sign
Come back to the end
The shepherd of the damned

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
Ill keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever - and ever
The scars will remain
Im falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

Daylight dies
Blackout the sky
Does anyone care?
Is anybody there?
Take this life
Empty inside
Im already dead
Ill rise to fall again

God help me Ive come undone
Out of the light of the sun

Give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood

Forever - and ever
The scars will remain

Question

2010-03-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

Ask whatever you want about me.
Just make sure its not anything stupid.

www.formspring.me/harrisghazali

Kau pergi....

2010-03-03T18:20:00.003+08:00

Sayu terpisah

Hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah

Berhembus angin rindu

Begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

Hujan lebat mencurah kini

Bagaikan tiada henti

Kaulah laguku Kau irama terindah

Tak lagi kudengari

Kau pergi... pergi...

Sepi tanpa kata

Terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa

Apa pun kata mereka

Biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

Hujan lebat mencurah kini

bagaikan tiada henti

kaulah laguku kau irama terindah

Tak lagi kudengari

Kau pergi... pergi...

:')

The Worse

2010-02-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wondered what is the worst feeling?

I think I know

But its for me la

Im not sure bout the others

Well, the worst feeling is

When you want to cry, you cant

The tears wont come out

Because of that, it breaks you up inside

Is that bad or what?
Hahaha

FML

Accident Happens

2010-02-14T17:17:00.001+08:00

I read this in www.fmylife.com

Today, as I was using the bathroom, I put my phone down on the only dry spot on the counter and placed my brand new iPod Nano on top of it. My phone vibrated off the edge and I watched as my iPod crashed and cracked. The text I got was asking how I liked my new iPod

Though luck eh? ahahahhaha

ps: Dont bring your Ipod in the toilet

Real World

2010-02-06T15:33:00.002+08:00

Im ready to fall

Im ready to crawl

On my knees to know it all

Im ready to heel

Im ready to feel

They're telling me

Its beautiful

I believe them

But will I ever know

The world behind my wall

The sun will shine

Like never before

One day I will be

Ready to go

See the world behind my wall

Im still living within these four walls
One day Ill break it down
So that Ill finally see the real world
Maybe then I will enjoy life to the fullest

It's Decided

2010-02-01T16:23:00.005+08:00

University Life

It is decided

1st Choice: E0600

2nd Choice: E0601

3rd Choice: Y0600

E0600
This is a law foundation course at UiTM. I decided this would be my 1st choice because once ure done with the foundation, u can continue for degree either in UM, UKM, UUM or UiTM. So, Ill have options to choose from and this will be the best.

E0601
This is also a law foundation course at UiTM. This will be second course because once you finish the course, you will go for your dgree at UiTM. But only good results can study at the main campus which is at Shah Alam

Y0600
Lastly, this is also a law foundation course but this one is at UIAM. Even though it will be easier to enter this place but Ill put it as 3rd choice because Im already use and familiar with UIAM, so there's not much of a new enviroment for me. Plus, I dont really like the Nilai campus.

These are my choices. So please SPM, Give me what I need! :D

Hoping and Praying....

The Undeserving

2010-01-27T14:40:00.003+08:00

Hoping for a miracle

Do you remember

When life was an ember

Waiting to burst into flames

Are you so tired

And so uninspired

Slowly drifting to the end

Dont let your heart keep breaking

Move on

Please dont look back

We fall down

We get up

We try to hold our head up

When life pulls us apart

And we fight

And we bleed

But all we ever need

Is something to hope for

Something to hope for

Let hope stay alive

Snuff

2010-01-26T10:53:00.004+08:00

Voice of a Broken Soul

So if you love me

Let me go

And run away before I know

My heart is just to dark to care

I cant destroy what isnt there

Deliver me into my fate

If Im alone I cannot hate

I dont deserve to have you..

My smile was taken long ago

If I can change I hope I never know

Loneliness consume me

The Day we saw light

2010-01-25T00:47:00.004+08:00

A Day of Celebration

Happy 18th Birthday Nara! =)

Happy 18th Birthday Harris! =)

Happy Birthday to Us! =D

25th January 1992

Thanks for all the wishes

Singing and Legal

2010-01-24T01:29:00.008+08:00

Celebration Of Legal Age

23rd January 2010
Redbox Pavilion and Time Square

Me and Nara celebrated our birthday!
We are officially 18 this year
18 is an legal age you know
We can drink! Smoke! and alot more!
But of cause we wont do that
Hahahaha

We celebrated it two days earlier actually
Because most people are busy on the actual date
The Organisers were Ayzie and Bey
They did a hell of a good job
Thank You!

It started at 11 am a Redbox
We wanted to Karaoke because it seemed fun
And it is!
The bad voice
The wrong tune
The long-time-to-pick-a-song
The sing-along
The weird choices of song
The obscene pictures during 'Breakaway'
It was all so great
A very great memory
Tq everyone for coming
Tx for the gifts too
Again, to Ayzie and Bey, I love you both =D
And to Nara, Kita sudah Tua :P

Here are some of the pictures

Watching others sing

Everyone who came

I Love them all

Singing along =D

Bowling

Last Group Picture

Our Birthday

I am 18! yes!

Tears

2010-01-21T16:34:00.002+08:00

Words....

We must never shed tears

That is the life form's defeat

And if we give in to the emotions

Then it only becomes proof

Of our inability to control it

Dont cry, just smile

Introducing...

2010-01-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hot Chelle Rae

Hot Chelle Rae announce themselves as a force to be reckoned with on their debut album Lovesick Electric. How can you argue with bold, swaggering vocals, monster sing-along choruses, crunching rock guitar, and a propulsive rhythm section that just won’t quit

Suggested songs:
1) I Like To Dance
2) The Distance
3) Bleed

For more info:
www.myspace.com/hotchellerae

Moved

2010-01-12T22:03:00.003+08:00

A conversation

Someone: Ris

Me: Yes?

Someone: **** is having a birthday party this friday. Can you come?

Me: This friday?

Someone: Yes

Me: I think boleh kot

Someone: Ok

Me: mmmmm... where is it?

Someone: Oh, I didnt tell you ke?

Me: No. You havent

Someone: Its at Alamanda

Me:.................................. You serious?

Someone: Yes, why?

Me: Xde, I can just walk to alamanda. Its behind my house je.

Someone: Ris, we all live in KL. I know its hard to go there, but do it for a friend la

Me: Eh, u dont get it ke? I MMG live in putrajaya, Alamanda is behind my house

Someone: Serious Shit!?

Me: Yes... Im serious.

Someone: When did you move?

Me: During raya last year

The End

Conclusion: For those who is yet to know, I already MOVED to PUTRAJAYA

This place is peaceful but nobody is here -_-'

For 2010

2010-01-05T14:56:00.004+08:00

Words of Determination

Will you stand the pain

When I'm by your side

Will you follow me into the night

They're not gonna get us

We'll be alright

And one day the dark will shine

For Us

Tokio Hotel - Dark Side of the Sun

With every step, you climb another mountain

Every breathe, its harder to belive

You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams

They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper

There are no boundaries above and beneath you

Break every rule cause there's nothing between you

And your dreams

There are no boundaries

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

Here comes 2010
The year where Im gonna face more hardships
School is over and the real life begins now
Some fear this stage of life
Some wants to go back to school
Some just never move
But I wont
Ill face every second of this new life without regret
With friends, faith and determination
Ill make it through
Hey, 2010
Im prepared for you
Give me your best shot!

Im changing, bit by bit

The Five

2009-12-31T01:39:00.009+08:00

This is about Friendship

There are five of us
We love each other (in a friendly way)
We're close to each other
We care about each other
Let's stay that way =)
Here are the five:

Mohd Irfan Said

Irfan

My batchmate at School

My debate Captain

He's cool

He's fun

He knows how to Smile

Currently having a problem with him

Hope it will be solve soon

Nurul Bainun Shafri

Bey

My 'twin' sister

Meet her during Form 2

Very Cautious about her appearance

She's hyper

She's funny

She's fun

Currently always talking crap with her

She's the best

Nadhirah Jamaluddin

Nara

My Birthdaymate

Meet her during form 3

She's like a malay poet

She gives alot of good advice

Insomia and lazy to eat

Currently calling her at night if Im bored

The best birthdaymate ever

Azalia Zaharuddin

Ayzie

My Bestie

My Hero

Meet her through friendster in form 2

She's the closes person to me

She knows me inside out

A person i've been through alot with

She's adorable

She's hyper active

She's poetic and creative

She loves to sing

Currently spending alot of time with her

I want it to stay that way

I love all of you

Thanks for every bits of memory

Stay us =)

New Hair

2009-12-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

Its new~

I cut my hair.
Not all of it.
Just the side and back part
But the front is still long =D
I love it!
Feel free to comment

But dont comment too much =P

Facebook Applications

2009-12-27T17:25:00.002+08:00

Im on facebook!!

Well, the short story is about the applications
Ayzie, Bey and Nara took the 'Who loves you' calculation thingy
and..... the result....

I was FIRST for all three of them
AHAHAHAHAHA
What does this mean??? xD

Anyone care to explain?

Current Conclusion

2009-12-27T00:41:00.002+08:00

This is about personal love life

After awhile, right now I feel that..
I have no place in 'that' part of her heart
It will never happen
And I feel so stupid because I did pressure her a number of time
Without me knowing bout it

So.....
Right now, of cause I dont feel ok
But I got to face it
What should I do now?
Anyone...??

Love is real, its just hard to find

Music

2009-12-25T22:08:00.004+08:00

Music and Songs

The Melody
The Tune
The Beat
The Rythm
The best thing an ear could hear

Every Music or Song are created properly
Each song has its own meaning
To deliver a message or to show something

Yes, for sure whenever I listen to a song, Ill dance to the groove
But Ill also hear the lyrics properly
Ill try to understand the meaning
And I realised that alot of songs can be associated with me
Let it be pop, rock, ballad, country or whatever genre of music
I can find my situation in the music
Thats why I love music alot

There's too many song that symbolized me
But here's one of it
A part of the lyrics that is

Akon

Be with you

And no one knows, why Im into you

Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes

And no one knows, the things we've been through

Can never measure up to half of what I put you through

Thats why we'll break through

You are everything in my life, see the joy you bring

And aint no one i compare you to

And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what

And thats why i plan to do the same thing for you

And I want you to know

And I don care what they say, I gonna be with you

I wana be with you

for those who knows what i mean here, just shut up =D

Getting Back On Track

2009-12-25T19:53:00.003+08:00

Helo there

Its been a long time since I post anything here
I guess Ill start back as of this moment
So, let start things off

The freaking SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA is over
That means.....
1) Im no longer a school student
2) Im free from Sungai Gadut
3) No more white and green
4) No more boys 24/7
5) I can enjoy life

But even so, i have to depart from my fellow Meranti 05'9
I love them alot and I will surely miss them
Do hope that our SPM result will be a great one

SPM ended just 17 days ago and yet, Ive been through many things
Learned alot bout the very nature of social life
Learned about friendship and relationship
And learned about the boringness of post SPM. haha

Been sitting at home all these time
Hung out with friends afew time
Already sign up for driving classes but it only gonna start on sunday

Oh, I live in putrajaya now
The place is peaceful but hot

Well, my new life has only begun
And Ill try to post about it on this blog
Will be updating it
So for now...
Sayonara

Life is wonderful :)

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia

2009-11-12T15:42:00.001+08:00

Starts 18th November 2009

Ends 8th December 2009

20 days of exam

Im gona have a blast

Yeah!

Fly High 05'9!!

This is it

2009-10-29T16:08:00.002+08:00

This is it

20 more days

Its getting close

Lets get pumped up

SPM

Here I come!

ps:

A 6 pages fully written A4 papers can change your life =)

Thank You

2009-10-29T16:04:00.003+08:00

And that was the day

I promised I would not sing of love

If it did not exist

But Darling

You are the only exception

Thank you 50, for these sweet words

Crows

2009-10-22T16:26:00.002+08:00

I can't contain this feeling

Swelling up inside me

You take on the world alone

But don't know where to stop

Where are you looking for,

Flying into the sky?

The Hero lives in you

That is your true destination

Taking flight into the future

You are the sunlight

The Hero lives in you

Somewhere in this town

You're running breathless again

Only to return with scars

But so few reasons. Why?

Maybe we'll find a place one day

To share a laugh or two

All you gotta do is believe

Fly High =)

Hopes and dreams

2009-10-17T17:47:00.004+08:00

Hope is when u want something and has a high probability that it will happen

Dream is when u desire something which is barely achieveable

Hero

Is it a realistic hope?

Or a soon to be shattered dream?

I dont know... I cant tell

It seems as if it will be a dream. please no

For a Friend

2009-10-15T16:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Dhabitah

May God Bless You Always

I Love....

2009-10-14T15:07:00.002+08:00

I love addmaths

I love it more when I cant answer it

Hahahahahah

37 days to spm

ARGH!!!!

I love my hero too =)

Anugerah Kokurikulum 2009

2009-10-05T17:03:00.006+08:00

Hari Anugerah Kokurikulum 2009

I received the Anugerah Sinar Persada

Got a certificate and a special Tie

Thanks to everyone who helped me achieve it =)

Currently =D

2009-09-30T16:21:00.002+08:00

Currently Enjoying Life At School

The Last 2 Months Of It

Come SPM =)

123... =P

A glimpse

2009-09-22T16:49:00.003+08:00

A glimpse of the new house

Presint 16, Putrajaya

Moving real soon

Aidilfitri

2009-09-21T16:31:00.003+08:00

Raya Aidilfitri

The Time For Forgiveness

Deepest Apology to Everyone

May You Have A Great Aidilfitri

(^-^)

He says She says

2009-09-19T00:05:00.005+08:00

conversation goes like this

He: Tommorow balik kampung awal, malas la

She: Study la dalam kereta

He: You nak I pening lagi ke?

She: Study je la. Ngade.

He: Tak nak la. Memeningkan la

She: Watever la. Semua tak mau. Mengade

He: Mane ade semua tak mau. I mau you. lols

She: OKAY. That sounded weird.

He: Haha. I noe. and funny too. Saje je =P

Hahaha. Salam Aidilfitri everyone =)

Like I Love You

2009-09-18T16:12:00.002+08:00

Lets Go

People are so phony, nosy cause they're lonely

Arent you sick of the sick of the same thing

They say so and so was dating, love you or they're hating

When it doesnt matter anyway

Cause we're here tonight

Im Back Home =D

Bestie

2009-08-31T01:20:00.001+08:00

Azalia Zaharuddin

Ayzie

My best friend
My Bestie

The One Who Keeps Me Alive

I Appreciate Our Friendship

Love Her To Bits

Happiness

2009-08-30T15:59:00.002+08:00

Look how big was my smile back then

hahahahaha

InsyaAllah

Ill be smiling like that again from now on

Fill life with Happiness and just Smile

Back

2009-08-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

Im back home
But wont be going online much often
Studying for SPM
mmmmm....
Will meet back again after SPM!
later~

Trials

2009-07-30T16:44:00.001+08:00

Go Go Exam!!

Trials starting on 5th august and ends around mid september

SBP and JPNS trial

WAAAAA!!

Not prepared

But will do my best

Everyone, sorry for all that ive done and pray for me

tx =)

Beautiful

2009-07-20T15:04:00.002+08:00

Truly gone

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

Ill be you, lets trade shoes

Just to see, what it'd be like to

Feel you pain, you feel mine

Go inside each others mind

Just to see what we find

Look at shit through each others eyes

But dont let em say you aint beautiful

They can all get fucked

Just stay true to you

2009-07-20T12:20:00.001+08:00

Gone away

Off to school

wish me luck for trials and spm

Bye

Friends

2009-07-20T11:49:00.002+08:00

Going soon

Friends

They

Come and go

Some are even

Dead and Gone

But

I still treasure them

I thank my friends for sticking by my side

I apologize for those who i hurt

I will always love you all

But

For those who thinks they are my friend

Not realizing that they're not

....................

Fuck them!!

Hey you

2009-07-20T10:30:00.002+08:00

Gone away??

Hey you

How are you?

Hey you

How does it feel to be in the finals?

Hey you

How does it feel to be appreciated?

Hey you

How does it feel to be on stage?

Hey you

How does it feel to talk infront of a large crowd?

Hey you

How does it feel to win the finals?

Hey you

How does it feel to hold the trophy?

Hey you

How does it feel to be famous?

Hey you

How does it feel to be the best?

Hey you

Do you know how it feels like to be me?

Hey you

I miss you

Sori

Love

2009-07-20T10:26:00.001+08:00

Gone

Sometimes love comes around

And it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down

17

2009-07-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

Gone from 16

Dearest Nur Ain Mohd Ali

Happy Birthday!!!

You are now 17 =)

Youre old la~

hahaha

Do stay as my annoyer

May God bless you always

Happy Birthday to Ameyl too

2009-07-17T19:44:00.001+08:00

Gone from school

Back Home

but to study

phone call

2009-07-16T16:51:00.004+08:00

Goes away...

so.. to tell u the truth

Ive been waiting for a phone call

from someone

But.. it never came

sad...

been waiting for it since the 2nd term of school started

till this very day

it never came.

Where are you??

I mean nothing to you is it??

I just wanted a call just to say hi and bye

nothing much

Maybe a call to ask me for a GOOD LUCK WISH for your finals

Maybe a call to say that uve won the finals

Maybe a call to ask if im ok from my fever or not

Maybe a call to just say anything

but it never came

Where are you??

Even my other friends called me.

Im glad that they did

But i was hoping for your call more

..................... did i do something wrong??

If i did, im damn sori

I just miss you...

My dear bestfrem

Currently at school

2009-07-02T11:46:00.002+08:00

Going BUSY

Yup, going busy like hell

High Commitee For SDAR's Open Block

Lots of work to do

Need to study for upcoming SPM trials

But been missing class. haha

Praying for Ayzie's succes for PPM finals

Im broken hearted too. lols

Im the inspiring uninspired

Im done with L.O.V.E

SPM~ i hate you!

And im not chosen for PLKN hahaha

What I miss

2009-06-12T16:31:00.004+08:00

I'll go

These are the words I feel now

They're all part of the list, things that I miss

Things like your funny little laugh

Or the way you smile, or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this

I come up with something new

Every single time that i sit and reminisce

And you live in my memories

Forever more I swear

That goes out to my bestie

I miss those days

and the kiss aint real

The SMS

2009-06-12T12:09:00.003+08:00

I have to go~

Ok. I usually like people smsing me. but this msg is not really a msg i would like to receive.
Here Goes

'Hyep. Gul Lark 4 trial! 50 more days 2 go b4 SBP Trial! it's on 5/8/09 =)'

That was sent by a fren from sms dungun...

WTH!??? dont remind me bout trial!!!!!!! no!!!!

-_-'

I hate exams

The Script

2009-06-11T18:56:00.002+08:00

Go~

Yes, its about love life again =)

A few nights ago, i chat with T.
T is a good friend of her.
I chat with T, get to know more about T and asked T about her

Well, here's an interesting part of our chat

T : So, Right now, u just have to wait for her
Me: Yeah, I would wait for her. Thats all I can do =)
T : But it hurts kan, if what you wait for does not work out?
Me: Well, maybe it will.. but I dont mind. Having this feeling is good enough
T : Ooh, Thats sweet =)
Me: Hahaha, naah. normal je la. I do like her. Ill wait and I dont mind

Conclusion
I like her and I know, despite dis feeling and waiting for her, might not bring any good. But its ok, i dont care, i dont mind. Have this feeling, is more than enough

Tx to her =D

Im the man who can't be moved

Always

2009-06-10T13:24:00.002+08:00

Go and be Gone

Starts with a Smile =)
It moves on with a bigger Smile =D

She said

'Ris, be there for me k?'

I said

'I will always be there for you. I always am'

No matter what's the condition, How we are, or anything..
I will alway be there
I will always care

Blooming Heart

When The Wind Blows

2009-06-09T19:20:00.003+08:00

Go and Blow

I've got to breathe
You can't take that from me
Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave
And that's all I can see
But you told me your love was blind

There are times
You're so impossible that I should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stayBut since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through

There are times you're so impossible and you ask me to go

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know

As I lay in solitude
Oh what's a boy supposed to do
I shake the very thought of you
Me together, I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late
All I do is wait and wait
Your never coming home to me
That's the hardest thing to see

I got to breathe
You can't yake that from me
I can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leaven when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows

Unholy Confession

2009-06-09T16:50:00.003+08:00

Going again~

Lets begin.
a Unholy confession

Im getting tired
Im getting sick
I have no sense of direction anymore
I dont know what to do
I dont know my future
I know Nothing

Lost after lost, Ive gain nothing. It has been too long. But nothing is gained. Im running out of ideas. Be it, either love, life, studies or anything, it seems to have crashed down. REAL hard. What can I do? Nothing. I tried. But it doesnt seem to work. I never gave up. Till now Im still trying hard. But It seems easier to let go rather than holding on to it. But Ill keep doing so. I wont let myself down. Wont let anyone down.

Recently, My heart bloom again. Someone who I have known for a while, light up my heart, my life. Clear sky is visible again. Thank You.

Its normal, when a heart desire something, You would really want it. But for this case, or usually for me, It wont happen. 'What a heart desire is just a dream you can't achieve' Thats what i think is true.

I rather back off, for her sake, for her wish. She have a heart for someone else, so i respect that. Ill help her in any way, be it that it will hurt me, but i dont mind. Its for the one I love. Ill be there for her, anytime she needs me =)

Ive been said that Im too nice. well.. I dont know, but I dont see the wrong. I am just me.

Pointless post. haha

My unholy confession
1) I love her
2) Im backing off for her
3) I almost gave up on life
4) Im still holding on, wont give up
5) I love my friends

Life is hard

Fun =)

2009-06-09T16:32:00.006+08:00

Go Go Go!!!

The last Outing
Times Square, Monday, 08-06-09
Razzan, Hisyam, Nazrin, Harris
Azalia, Bainun, Nara

It was fun. 2nd time in cosmo world
Took every ride! They screamed, I was silence
Everyone was dizzy! Especially the guys.
Except me la =P

Took lunch at Chicken rice shop~ Yummy!
Went to buy Donut for ayzie~ and the end~ haha

These are my friends. Friends i would die for. The best. I had alot of fun. Wish it could last forever. It will be awhile till I can hang out with them again. I will miss them alot. Tx for the laughs, Tx for the thrills, Tx for the money (hahaha!), Tx for the moments and Tx for the Friendship

I Love You All

PPM 2009

2009-06-09T16:07:00.008+08:00

Finally Im gona go

PPM Squad 2009

The Debaters

The Basketballers

Lets Cut short

PPM or HKSBP Didnt go as I wanted

The lost to SESERI cost us the whole tournament

I blame the lost on me

Sorry to my teamates

But whatever it is

I enjoyed my 6 days at SSP and SAS

Friends was everywhere

I could smile most of the time

My 1st and last PPM

It was memorable in a way =)

To Ayzie and bey

Congrats for making to the finals =)

Ill be praying for your sucess

To SDAR Red Wings

Congrats for getting 2nd

To new and old friends

Tx 4 making my day

To Bro Izzad and Teachers

Tx 4 all the support

To my junior debaters

Good luck next year

To my teamates

Sorry

I had fun

I really did

I will never forget the days

Counting the days

2009-05-22T16:18:00.002+08:00

Go-ing away..

6 more days

The beginning of the end

HKSBP

My 1st and my last

Ill be sitting and suppoting

7 more days

The start of a break

Mid year break

The time to rest, relax and study

Im looking foward to it

9 more days

The day where my life changed a year ago

A suppose to be a year anny

Somehing unforgettable but dead

Im hurt but trying to move on

1 more day

The last day of a tiring 2 weeks

Final day of examination

Freaking exam

Im tired

Whats next..??

I dont know....

exam

2009-05-10T12:21:00.002+08:00

Go-ing with determination!!

EXAMINATION

TARGET

No more failing any subjects

At least 4 A

Top 90 Batch

(Im not smart, so its a small target)

Wish me luck!!!!

Stupid

2009-05-08T17:51:00.002+08:00

Go-ing with uneasy feelings

So, get this
Im SINGLE, I DONT have a GIRLFRIEND
Im a LONELY guy
But I admit I MISS her (FNA) alot

But again, get this
Im not that DESPERATE
I wont go up to the extend that I would steal a FRIEND'S GIRLFRIEND

I just need to be around FRIENDS
Be it schoolmates or anyone in the outside world

What HURTS most is
Someone who has been a close friend for me
Could be MAD at me for CONTACTING/TEXTING his girl

Get this
I DONT WANT her
I WONT STEAL her
I just contact her as a normal FRIEND
I wont BETRAY my own friend

But it HURTS when im not TRUSTED in this matter
Am I a PLAYBOY?
I dont go flirting around
Stupid...

Im not much of a guy eitherway
NOBODY wants me
So have no fear people, Your girlfriends WONT FALL for me

Everyone have been saying
'Harris, you've been dumped and rejected TWICE'
Every single time, my so called FRIENDS would say that
Yeah, I would laugh, but deep down it HURTS as HELL
It hurts more when I still have some feelings for her (FNA)

Im trying damn hard to make it through
But why the fuck am I being hated for MAKING friends???
So, this is what i can conclude
I can only be with friends with guys and single girls
Something like that rite?

Ah.. Craps... Stupid Love and Relationship Life

Screw it all

New =)

2009-05-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

Go and Gone

I turn my head to the east

I don't see nobody by my side,

I turn my head to the west

Still nobody in sight

So I turn my head to the north

swallow that pill that they call pride

That old me's dead and gone

but the new me will be alright

I've been travelin on this road too long

Just tryin to find my way back home

But the old me's dead and gone

Changes Happens

10 things...

2009-05-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

Ill Go as I want...

#1
Exam is coming up (6 days actually) and Im not prepared at all!!! waaaa

#2
Im currently hungry and there's nothing to eat... so suffering!!! haaa

#3
HKSBP 2009 is the week after Mid Year Exam. Im very excited, cant wait. (Hopely Ill Speak)

#4
I hate my feelings. I dont like what I feel right now. As in who I love and whatever

#5
I miss alot of people! Especially those who are close to me. I miss my bestie too!! I wish to spend time with them.

#6
Cant seem to concentrate on studies. But Im working on it.

#7
Hating a few person. Eventually those who were suppose to be close to me, but I hate them.

#8
Afraid of SPM. It seems to be coming closer and I dont have enough knowledge.

#9
Wants a silver lining for my Love Life. Been suffering about it

#10
Praying for everyone to be ok and hopes whatever they do, will work out fine.

Im just crapping about
Mood: Uncertain

Words that suits me

2009-05-03T10:55:00.002+08:00

Hardest thing to let go..

To Love Is To Lose

TO Lose Is To Learn

To Learn Is To Cry

To Cry Is To Hate

To Hate Is To Forgive

To Forgive Is To Relive

To Relive Is To Get Over

To Get Over Is To Begin Again

Live Your Life

I Quote From FNA

These words suits me and anyone else out there

Kupu Kupu Malam

2009-05-03T02:18:00.003+08:00

Pergi lah =)

ada yg benci dirinya

ada yg butuh dirinyaa

da yg berlutut mencintanya

ada pula yg kejam menyiksa dirinya

ini hidup wanita si kupu-kupu malam

bekerja bertaruh seluruh jiwa raga

bibir senyum kata halus merayu memanja

kepada setiap mereka yg datang

dosakah yg dia kerjakan

sucikah mereka yg datang

kadang dia tersenyum dalam tangis

kadang dia menangis di dalam senyuman

oh apa yg terjadi, terjadilah

yg dia tahu Tuhan penyayang umatnya

oh apa yg terjadi, terjadilah

yg dia tahu hanyalah menyambung nyawa

Dearest People (female xP)

2009-05-03T02:09:00.003+08:00

I shall go again =D

All girls =)

Well, no offence to guys la

Guys are still my best buds.

I just wana show the people who are very dear to me.

Azalia (My bestie)

Nurbaya (My P.A)

Eka (My School sms pal)

Bey (My Twin Sis)

Nara (My BirthdayMate)

NurAin (My Annoyer)

Afiqah (My GossipMate)

Nazurah (My kakak)

Miss Azie (My Dearest Teacher)

All of you are the best

I treasure you all and I love you all!

Tx for everything =)

How I Go

2009-05-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

This is how i go

I could tell you the wildest of tales

My friend the giant and traveling sales

Tell you all the times that I failed

The years all behind me the stories exhaled.

And I'm drying out

Crying out

This isn't how I go

I could tell you of a man not so tall

Who said life's a circus and so we are small

Tell you of a girl that I saw

I froze in the moment and she changed it all

And I'm drying out

Crying out

This isn't how I go

Hurry now

Lay me down

And let these waters

Flow, flow

My final IIUM Interschool Debate =)

2009-05-01T14:24:00.005+08:00

I feeling glad to go again =D

IIUM Interschool Debating Championship 2009

This year was the best ever. All the effort, have finally paid off

After 6 hardcore prelims round and 4 knock out rounds

SDAR made it to the semis!

and this was the 1st time ever we made it there.

a history and record for sdar =)

and in fact, other SBP and good teams had already fallen early

we were the last best team

but too bad we lost in the semis to SMK Green Road, Kuching

They're ok. they got lucky. hahaha

But whatever it is, im glad to even achieve this level

we had to face hardcore teams like..

KUSESS (PPM Champ 08)

MRSM Balik Pulak (Inter MRSM Champ 08)

RMC (Runner up PPM 08, 1st ranked IIUM 09 Prelims)

KGV (Best newcomer and university level team)

we beat them all!!

a great achievement for us!!

with all this

I hope we can make it further...

PPM 09!! Here we come!! Watch out!!

ps: tx to everyone who helped us

and special tx to pn umi, bro izzad, ammar ehsan, shafiq, azim, fakhry (maahad hamidiah), SIGS, SAS, SSP, TKC and many more =)

tx for making my final year in iium very memorable

Currently at the momment

2009-04-21T18:00:00.002+08:00

Can I go? now? yeah!!

WOW!!

My exam results sucks as hell!!

hahahaha

My parents will kill me

But I wont tell them!!

hahaha

Currently

Im damn busy and tired

Debate, PSS, ELS and Study

I need a break!!

But not now..

IIUM interschool is this friday

Will make this the best ever!

Will win it! insyaAllah...

My personal life never gets better

but what the heck

Life is like that

right???

To everyone out there

Pray 4 my interschool!!

Sori if i ever hurt you or anything!!

TX!!!

ps: My heart is neutral =)

Physics class unforgetable Moment

2009-04-10T11:40:00.003+08:00

Lets go!! again...

10th April

Physics Class

It was during physics class

We had it at the phyics lab

Well.. at that moment

Everyone was 'high' because the period before was BM

We were damn sleepy and tired

We were learning something bout electric and magnetic or whatever

My teacher, Mdm R Yusliana, wanted to demo something to us

She called my table 1st to come foward

I was standing right infront of her.

She was demo-ing that thingy

When all of a sudden........

I DOZE OFF

I fell asleep while standing up!

Right in front of her!

My classmate was staring at me

She was laughing at me

I was damn ashamed!!!

I straight away went back to my seat

Covering my face with the text book...

WAAAAA!!

Note: Have enough sleep, and dont ever doze while standing infront of your teacher =P

Debate =)

2009-04-09T16:31:00.006+08:00

I wana go again.. and again...

My Debate Family =)

Currently, I love debate like hell. I got competitions coming up. I hope ill do well in it. I really hope so. Let me hold a trophy. At least one of it. It would be the greatest gift ever. But I know Im not a good speaker. My teamates are way better than me. Ill end up only as reserve.. But what the heck. No matter. Ill do my best as a reserve.

Help Debate is coming soon. Will do my best in it. For IIUM Interschool and PPM, Im not sure. I might not go for it. Even if i go, maybe Ill just stick to being reserve. Ill give moral support. Yeah, Moral Support. Ill do whatever i can, for the team. I love the team. I love my debate family.

Irfan

Farhan

Faris

Azim

Aiman

Danial

Ammar

Zahin

Ashraf

Aidil

Hanif

Azim

Syafiq

Miss Azie

Mdm. Umi

English Teachers

Azalia

Bey

And every Debaters I know

And Everyone else

Im Sori for all that ive done and please pray for me, this is all for you

I love you all

From a song

2009-03-28T11:31:00.003+08:00

Lets go again

Quote from 'The City is at War'

"Ignore me"

"If You See me"

"Cause I Just Dont Give a SHIT"

To some people out there or whoever,

You wana critize me, make fun of me, ignore me or whatever, please do so. Because whatever you do, it does not effect me, your existance means nothing to me, and yes, I dont give a SHIT.

Tq =)

Oh SPM~

2009-03-28T11:23:00.004+08:00

After awhile, Ill go again

SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIAN (SPM)

Oh~ I so dont want to face it...
But its in a few months time (NO!!!)
Whatever it is, Ill do my best (pray for me!!)
9A1! amin~

and, good luck for others who's taking it too =D

Sayonara~

2009-03-22T11:04:00.003+08:00

Ill go again one more time...

Going back to school!!

This holiday is a challenging one.

Lots of craps thrown at me

But wat the hell...

Life goes on

Blogging is on hold for awhile

Sayonara!!!

A nice phone call

2009-03-22T02:21:00.003+08:00

So, Im gonna go again..

Now is 2.36 am.

The day Im gonna go back to school

Anyways, I just finish a phone conversation with two people! Well, two people talk over the same phone. hahaha. It was DAMN fun. Both were crazy. Both were fun. Both were funny. Both make me laugh like hell. Its been a while since I 'bergayut' on the phone. And Im glad I did once more before I go back to school. It was fun. To talk to your two good friends. And I was their 1st choice to call when they were bored. WAAAA... Was happy to hear that. HAHAHA.

Anyways, these two people is very close to me, my birthday mate and my twin petsis. haha They're fun! and I love both of them so Damn Much! Tx Bey and Nara! Here they are!

(Bey and Nara)

That message...

2009-03-21T02:02:00.007+08:00

Lets go again..

That sms...

'u noe. Im trying my very best to nt thnk bout us. So many thngs hppnd. I just mls nk fk dh bcos it wont get anywhere. Mcm tu jgk. So im better off on my own'

So, there it is. I was looking forward for a respond... But thats not excatly what I was looking foward for... But its a respond at least.. That sms marks the total end of everything i guess. =(

To A,

Im sorry for always bothering you. It seems you've been trying so hard to forget it all, but I keep bringing it up. Thats so stupid of me. Im sorry. I do not blame you for acting like how you are now. I am a jerk and Ive screw up alot. I will not bother you anymore. I will make existance not noted to you. For your sake, Ill totally back off. I now know that We can never be together ever again, so Ill just dream of you. Ill always be a dreamer. Hope everything goes good for you. Ill be praying always. I will there for you if you need. Im here, ill always be here. Take Care A. 143

Good Bye

(No More)

Never Back Down

2009-03-20T14:56:00.004+08:00

Here goes another one....

Life SUCKS

Debate is hard

Academic is falling

Love doesnt exist

Friendships are shaking

Loneliness arise

The dark side of me is showing

But

I wont stop there

Ill fix it all

'Never Back Down'

'Fight Till The End'

Will follow those words =)

(The shirt says 'Fight Till The End')

A night

2009-03-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

Something happened tonight...

My house power supply went out! well... not just mine. the whole damn neighbourhood. hahaha. spent 2 hours in the dark! but it was interesting. the sky was beautiful. i was staring at it all the way. so, blackouts have its negative and postive. agree?? =)

(In the garden during blackout)

Everyone is Different

2009-03-20T00:19:00.005+08:00

Here goes....

People always say:

'All Boys Are The Same'

and

'Perempuan Semua Sama Je'

Let me make it straight... Nobody is the same in this world. Our looks are different. Our emotions are different. Our feelings are different. Our behaviour are different. We are NEVER the same. But at times, i which same people are the same. Well... at least have something in common. What i meant is about how people evaluate things. How people come to a conclusion. How people would think before making a decision. How people would judge both side of the story. Basically I can say, Im everything what i just say. But, my life is terrible now, because people like to come to the conclusion just like that. They don't listen to my side. I never said im inocent. But i have my reasons on things. Because of this, many people have ditch me. Leaving me just like that, clueless. I dont like it. Though Im getting use to it. For me, even if my closest friends tells me something bad about this person, I would like to know their half before I conclude things. I dont want to feel wrong things towards people. At times, I want people to be like that. Be the same in that way. But what can I do?? I have to face the fact.....

Everyone is Different

1,2,3,4

2009-03-19T03:01:00.002+08:00

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had

Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' from the very start

Piece me back together when I fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

I wish to dedicate this to someone

and

I hope someone would dedicate it to me

Birthday Girl

2009-03-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

Azalia Zaharuddin =)

She's my one and only bestfriend a.k.a my bestie. Met Her when I was in Form 2 (2006). We got along pretty well and have been bestfriends ever since. She has been there for me all this while and i hope Im the same for her. A person I would go to for any reason. Been through sad times, happy times, and challenging times together. Hope it stays that way =).

Happy Birthday Dear Bestie =]

Sweet 17

(18.03.1992)

Im there for you always

Dead Memories

2009-03-17T16:39:00.003+08:00

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget

Even now, I realize the time I'll never get

Another story of the bitter pills of fate

I can't go back again, I can't go back again

But you asked me to love you and I did

Traded my emotions for a contract to commit

And when I got away I only got so far

The other me is dead, I hear his voice inside my head

You told me to love you and I did

Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit

So when I got away I only kept my scars

The other me is gone now I don't know where I belong

And we were never alive and we won't be born again

But I'll never survive with dead memories in my heart

Dead memories in my heart

A Sleeping Tool

2009-03-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

Well, usually people would comment things bout us. They would say, ure a friend that makes me happy, ure a friend that makes people laugh, ure the friend people can cry on and so on.

BUT

My birthdaymate, which is Nara said i have a different function towards her. Im a friend she'll go to if she wants to SLEEP. Aha... Sleep. Weird eh?? Well, last nite around 3.00 a.m. she called me. Saying she apply for Hotlink Super Savers but suddenly all her friends she wanted to call was asleep. So she called me. (Consider that im a last option to call la...) So we talk and talk. Mainly no proper topic. But the She mention that she likes talking to me because that will make her sleepy

I was like 'What? Sleepy? How come?'. Well based on wat my other friends said, My voice if i talk through to the phone is very slow and lembik. So, Nara said, my voice sedap that it makes her sleepy and she likes it because she's a person that rarely gets sleepy. Hahahha. But she said its not that Im boring la. LOL.

So, it seems Im useful la in a way. To make people sleepy. Or maybe to make only Nara sleepy. hahaha. Kinda Cool But Weird.

So Nara

If You need to sleep

Ring me up

But dont disturb me sleep!!

PS: To those who wants to try to get sleep too, try la call me. hahaha

Currently feeling....

2009-03-17T00:18:00.001+08:00

All of a sudden

Being very jobless now. I wanted to update my blog. Was figuring out what to write. Suddenly, what im currently feeling right now gave me inspiration on what to write. Currently, i am...

BORING

JOBLESS

LONELY

Heh... Kinda typical right?? All those feelings are very normal to me. But right now, its more than usual. Because Im at home, Im able to contact my 'friends'. But still, Im lonely and jobless.

Why Eh??

Maybe because, everyone is busy. Nobody would bother bout me. Nobody would care bout me. Well, thats life. Alone most of the time. Heh... Thinking bout dis leads me to jelousy. Well, i see alot of people with their BFF/BF/GF, they're so happy! Well. im not one of them. I dont have that special someone. Even if i think i do, that person would not feel the same. So i dont wana 'perasan'.

I dont have someone to share things with or to have fun with. No wonder I feel alone.

Heh.. Someone said, being alone and single is nice and ok. WTH!? So not true.. I have all this negative thinking and feeling because of that la..

It Sucks!!...

...to be lonely. heh.. Right now i just pray that friends will come and cheer me up. I just want attention. Is that too much to ask? I just wana be happy with friends.. Better yet, someone special.. Please.. Anyone??

Tx 4 those who read dis and wants to comfort me =)

Note: This is what happens when someone is lonely,they crap about ;)

Best of me

2009-03-16T15:32:00.000+08:00

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry I'll make everything alright
All these things that I've done now what have I become
And where'd I go wrong

I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first
I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets and you would
Have the best of me

I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes, but I will try
Although it's not easy, I know you believe me, 'cause I would not lie
Don't believe their lies, told through jealous eyes, they don't understand (I'm sorry)
I won't break your heart, I won't bring you down
But I will have to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets and you would
Have the best of me

This goes out to..... everyone and specificly to a few ppl =)

Dreams

2009-03-16T14:54:00.000+08:00

I have dis one fren. a girl. she said she dreamt about a guy. mcm a person she admire la. i told her, u have a boyfren n a guy bestfren, not enough ke?? she said, cant a girl DREAM.

With that... i wonder n i realised... Dream... Dreaming. hahaha kinda cool eh? so i thougt... all dis while.. i love 2 dream to. i love someone, but they say it wont happen n its not worth it. so i wonder, cant i dream?? i dream of straight a's, they say impossible. Cant i dream?? i said i wanted to win ppm and iium interschool, they say others will win. again cant i dream??

Dreams usually dont come true
but sometimes it does
with luck, determination, hardwork and its blessing
so, ill keep on dreaming
maybe 1 day, it will all come true
even if it does not...
i dont care
cuz dreaming of it is good enough...
So..

Ill keep on dreaming =)

Back home~

2009-03-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

Finally!!

Im back home!

after weeks of endless activies

which was damn tiring

finally im gona have my rest

7 days of relaxation

but~

I still have 2 study

exam is around the corner!?

(scared)

hahahahah

wtv it is

HAPPY HOLS 4 ME and everyone!!!

wat i hope 4 dis hols is to....

STUDY
Celebrate ayzie's bday
Relax
Play basketball
Meet some friends (maybe)
Spend time with family
eat and sleep

heeee~

Right now

2009-02-20T22:16:00.001+08:00

Life aint Easy...

Life is now...

Busy

Hectic

Tiring

Fun

Sad

many more....

In Conclusion...

Will Rarely update my blog

hahahah

I have alot to write about

Just i dont have the time

Hope to Update it soon =)

A night to remember =)

2009-02-19T12:05:00.001+08:00

Life aint Easy......

8th of Feb.....

A night which maybe seems normal to anyone

but not for me.

1st. This is the 1st time i stayed at skool during weekend hols

2nd. I enjoyed skool life without rules

3rd. I got to spend times with friends more

4th. We had a BBQ at the parking lot.

5th. Great experience and memory =)

Having BBQ with friends. cooking ourselves. eating together

under the moonlight. it was great and peaceful.

Tx for the memories Guys

I love you all

'HOTS'

2009-02-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

Life aint Easy

'HOTS'

Hari Olahraga Tahunan SDAR

HOTS is my school's anual sport day.

so today, 6th of february, we had our sportsday.

the event occured at the skool field

This year is my final year here, i decided that i wanted to relax during the sports day.

i didnt want to enter marching or take part in any events.

i just wanted to help out with any house bussiness and to decorate our tent.

i did just that.

but, all of sudden... something disturbed my peaceful sports day.

My platoon leader for PKBM (persatuan kadet bersatu malaysia) said

'Pelekat kita sakit kaki, tak leh kawad'

ps: pelekat is da person who brings the board with PKBM name on it

Suddenly, because of that, i was FORCE to march...

DAMN!!! 5 years in a row, i enter marching 4 sports day..

heh.. 5 years of skin burning.. makes me darker..

but wat the heck, at least im helping out..

so i had 2 rush back 2 da dorm after assembly n change my clothes and all..

the marching went on ok, though i have 2 stand still under the hot sun for 4o mins..

penat and lenguh ooo...

in the end, PKBM march like shit je.. heh..

anyways,

dis year, my house (bendahara) isnt that good as before.

less athelete. so i didnt put high hopes 2 be the champ

i wasnt even sure if we could evade from being last pun. haish

but in the END, alhamdullilah, my house got 2nd overall

we won best tent n we wont the 1st class best athelete.

not bad la the achievement, i expected worse

temmenggung won 1st, syahbandar 3rd n laksaman 4th

though there were arguments when the result were annouced.

but i dont care. 2nd is good enough.

and today was an ok day.

wat did i get during the sports day????

mmmm.. a darker skin, tired body, and a good memory =)

i wonder wat is gona happen during upcoming events....

we'll see....

A start of something new

2009-02-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

Life aint Easy....

So..... Hello blogspot...

here is abit about myself btw..

Muhammad Harris Ghazali

17 years old

Sekolah Dato Abdul Razak

25-1-1992

Bukit Damansara, KL

Emotional

Loudmouth

Normal but Complicated boy

-_-'

So, this is my 1st time using a blog..

i decided to have a blog because i like to share things i guess...

there's no1 for me to share my problems with.. so might as well i share it with blogspot..

Ive been having alot of problems lately

Problems with frens, family, skool, studies, LOVE... name it, its all there..

Seems like i cant escape problems..

ahhhh i so hate it..

i just wana share all it 2 da world.. though i wont noe who'll read my blog..

but wat the heck..,

ill just keep on writing.. or typing..

hopefully.. the world could understand me more...

Understand...

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